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Hey so recently my room mate and I moved to Washington. After moving I paid for her rent for 3 months because she was on medical evaluation to get her Washington state CBT license. This drained my account for emergency spending. There was an accident where a jar of jam was dropped and broke. My dog slurped up a giant piece of glass. We’re both broke and need help. If anyone can spread this or reblog that’d be great! Any amount is appreciated
So, things begun pretty nicely, my chao peacefully listening to the radio, hanging out.
So I thought; What a nice recording, time to make it a gif! So I stop recording. What a mistake that was. Chaos soon erupted as Casper, the monotone whiteish bluish chao started going crazy and punching all the chao *bully code from CWE*
Then all my chao started crying and Secret thought it was the perfect time to go in breeding season! Casper reacted and was heading towards her, then Mystery of all chao decided he was going to steal and got there first, which prompted Casper to run off and punch more chao. With poor Vanilla in the background still shivering after being attacked.
Casper continued his rampage, attacking both Mystery & Secret and getting Luna stuck in the eating animation despite the food being away.
Now look at this monster relaxing in a pool of blood after the havock I have to clean up to cheer up all the chao after. What music were they listening to on that radio!?
@winterayars it’s taken a couple years for me to find a happy medium. As it stands I work out of a clinic but I also do home visits and I feel that would be a very unsafe situation for me if I did transition. However, there have been amazing outlets for me outside of work in the city
I also have amazing friends who understand me and truly get who I am
A few things have happened since I last posted here:
I became a therapist for children and due to HIPAA compliance laws I have to keep my interaction with my clients outside the clinic at a minimum. If any of my clients stumbled across my YouTube or twitch channels it could compromise my license. Thankfully I am working toward becoming a case manager instead of a direct practice therapist so I would be working more with training and managing therapists as opposed to direct service with kids ! Which would allow me to be more active on YouTube etc.
I moved to be closer to friends and more life stuff! So I got real busy. Living the city life.
I started streaming way more on twitch (twitch.tv/xingenue) I’m working on getting a better set up!
Happier and more confident / open with my gender identity even if it means my profession will never allow me to transition. Feeling less despair over all.
Someone in a community I was a part of was keeping track of what I was blogging and messaging me / saying stuff that really put me off. They’re gone now. But it’s kinda why I opted to be alone for awhile because I was going through some heavy transitions.
My friend James passed away last year.
I rescued a second dog from near death / critical condition. I’ve been dedicating most of my time to him. He’s mostly recovered but even as a puppy he has 2 chronic conditions and I will have to rehome him to a home who has an individual who works from home and can monitor him. A home home.
Despite everything being really up and down I feel like it’s stabilized for the better.
Thank you guys for being patient with me. I’m happy and stable and safe. I hope everything is well with you guys
hey I’ll be responding to everyone’s messages soon and giving out my blog link to everyone dont worry. I hit a really huge life speedbump so I wont be able to respond to everyone for a couple of days.
poe-buddy-deactivated20180820: hey bud! I hope everything is alright. I know we have only talked for like 2 seconds but if you need to vent or anything, I'm down to listen! You're super rad and cool and I hope you can get through whatever may be bugging you.
thank you so much! And its fine, its mainly just coping with loss and trying to figure out some big life decisions and shit. I have been thinking a lot about what I want my future to be like since I’m getting all old and Ive never thought about kids or a family before because Ive always been stressing about finances but now that Im kinda getting there Im like “what do i do tho”. Its great ! But also equally scary? my head is cloudy
poe-buddy-deactivated20180820: hey bud! I hope everything is alright. I know we have only talked for like 2 seconds but if you need to vent or anything, I'm down to listen! You're super rad and cool and I hope you can get through whatever may be bugging you.
